This may be one of the harder Goddess Words pieces I've yet written. I mean, I looked at my list over and over, hoping that another word would jump out at me, but no. Please don't expect too much. It will have taken me several days to work on it, and it still isn't quite right, but I've done my best.
In this lifetime, I never had children. It wasn't a conscious choice, but somehow the early effort to get into the field of English church music, then the subsequent spiritual journey of trying to find my place (and peace) in a world without that harmony at its center, took me far from the traditional mother role. I actually feel quite alienated from the world of children and from the role of mother. Sometimes I think I would have been a pretty good mother -- I would have modeled solid values overall, I'm a reasonably good cook and basic housekeeper, and I think I would have had a lot of love to spare. I would have had fun, especially with babies and very young children. On the other hand, I would definitely have been a feminist challenge to a husband or sons, and I know I would have been overly nervous about trying to keep my children safe in the small picture (trying to prevent them from running into the street, or getting hurt falling off their bike, or worrying every time they used the toaster that they might get burned). Unfortunately, I would still have struggled trying to function within our capitalist system, or worse still, teaching them how to function within it. If for whatever reason I had ended up a single mother, my children might not have experienced the bigger-picture security or normality they would have deserved. Overall, I am relieved that I didn't hurt any young ones that way. My strange existence outside the norm has, for the most part, "hurt" only me. But I won't lie -- it is, well, strange to be a childless woman in our culture. I don't think I am up to the task of explaining this better today, with a mind distracted by war and madness, but it is hard to feel entirely feminine -- or to feel true companionship with other women -- when you don't have this key experience of birthing and nurturing in a given lifetime. It is also hard to fully represent the divine feminine, knowing that motherhood is so key to any notion of the Goddess. And it is hard at my age not to have grandchildren to love and to show off!
Having said this, the Goddess exists not only to birth children and nurture them. She is "mother" not only to human children, but to everything that exists throughout the Universe. The "children" of the Goddess include all of earth's physical bodily landscape, all animals, plants, waters, the stars above, the planets, comets, and even whatever sentient beings may exist throughout all furthermost galaxies. The comfortable image of a nurturing mother surrounded by happy human children is far too small, whether for Her, or for any of us women.
And in the new paradigm, individual women will give birth to children, of course, but from that point forward, a child's life will not be limited by a small individual family. It also won't be "communal" in a top-down way. Wise members of the community will engage with children from early in their lives, discovering their strongest gifts, and guiding them to the kind of education and early direction suitable to the individual child. Young people will eventually study for and pursue adult lives that they are passionate about; in a world whose currency is love, not money, there won't be institutions or corporations at the top of the pyramid dictating society's overall direction. People, from childhood, will always be encouraged to "be themselves". They will also engage intimately with Nature. "Education" will be more about a child becoming part of his or her natural world, and less about learning about human history and institutions. It will be more about one's inner Nature (one's innate psychic, healing and spiritual abilities) than about outward human-constructed religions, medicine, and politics. And children won't ever un-learn how to love. Duality and conflict won't enter their education or their lives.
Children are important to the Goddess. In the emerging age, young people will be naturals at actively modeling Her values (love, beauty, right brain synchronicity, awe, inner power, etc.) They will simply be less and less interested in taking the kinds of career paths we "old people" felt limited to and struggled with. The paradigm is completely shifting in this regard. And the Love of the Goddess is so profound, I don't know if any of us can yet grasp how different the world will be when it is fully unleashed throughout the galaxy. How different children will be, almost from the moment of their birth. Their wisdom and love light will shine almost unbearably brightly from day one...undoubtedly they will be our teachers before too long!
