Today I am expanding a bit on something I said last time.
This has been an astonishing year. I don't have to tell you that. Astonishing, horrifying, flabbergasting. The wigging out that I anticipated as new waves of genuine Love enter our world is happening, big-time. For the sake of anyone new who might have discovered this blog, I wanted to say once again that, in not often writing about or analyzing world and national events, it is not a case of sticking my head in the sand. Hey, I am a former Time Inc-er. I listen to or watch the news at least once a day. I get exactly what is happening.
It's just that at going on 70 (my how this year has flown!), I am not willing to honor certain kinds of people and events with my attention. Whatever is left in this lifetime, whether five years or 35 years, will only be spent focusing on my values and the people and events in my "world". Earlier in my life, it was hard to avoid being clay in the hands of men, institutions and a cruel economy -- when I wasn't an unsuccessful pot being tossed out into the trash! As hard as I tried to be the subject of my own story, to form my own beautiful ceramic creations, I was rarely successful (except, arguably, here!)
When I turn my astonishment 180 degrees, to the emerging Aquarian age and the Love energy that is flooding our world, I know that if ever there were a time to be my own heroine, it is now. If there was ever a time to carefully focus my energies and words, it is now. As a child of extreme narcissism, it is a challenge every day to write mainly about my own process, my own path. But if these posts have helped even one other woman discover her own inner mystic, then writing every hard-won post will have been worth it. As I become clearer and clearer and more solid, and as the Aquarian era becomes clearer and clearer and more solid, it will simply stop mattering how shambolic the old paradigm becomes. There will literally not be something to write about.
I guess I just wanted my readers to know I am not completely clueless. Why I am worrying about that now, over ten years on, I don't know!
