The most powerful moment came an hour or so ago, when I listened in real time to BBC Radio Three's Choral Evensong from Gloucester Cathedral, with the choirs of Gloucester, Worcester and Hereford. OK, so on the surface, this may not seem like a huge step forward from 50 years ago, when I would listen to records of the great English men and boys' choirs. But it was different. I know Gloucester Cathedral pretty well from having attended numerous evensongs there and also, two years ago, from having auditioned for a countertenor singing position in their choir. I was not chosen, but it was such an unbelievable privilege to be one of the first women to try; I believe the choir has had one woman countertenor since then, and starting in September, they will have a girls' choir for the first time. When I closed my eyes and sang along to the psalms and the responses (and winged it a bit with the gorgeous, new, but unfamiliar Mag and Nunc) I literally felt that I was there, and I was, "virtually." Overall, I was taking part, not being torn apart. This is huge, huge progress.
Really, if you think about it, the fact that I have had as much access as I have had over the years to this extraordinary musical tradition is a miracle. There is only one moment in history when I could have lived this lifetime, and I am sure it is no accident. I chose this path. On the darker days, it's tempting to reject that notion, but on a week like this when the path starts lighting up again, it's a delightfully powerful feeling to know that I am the author of my reality, virtual or otherwise. I think I'll make myself a cup of tea...
http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b07lg57p
Really, if you think about it, the fact that I have had as much access as I have had over the years to this extraordinary musical tradition is a miracle. There is only one moment in history when I could have lived this lifetime, and I am sure it is no accident. I chose this path. On the darker days, it's tempting to reject that notion, but on a week like this when the path starts lighting up again, it's a delightfully powerful feeling to know that I am the author of my reality, virtual or otherwise. I think I'll make myself a cup of tea...
http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b07lg57p